Shy Hyuuga Child

Good Bye

2006-11-04T05:33:22Z

((Hi, this is Takuya, I am finally going to leave CNJ. I haven't been on in forever, and I am just wasting a space, someone else will come and be a better Hinata than me. I hope all of you will be happy, and all of you will take care. Please remove me from your friends list, and I hope all of you will forgive me. If you are wondering, Hinata disappeared one day, just like the 4400. A T.V series... Anyway, I love you all, and I hope you all will take care, Hinata sends her love, and now I will say the last of my rant. Good-bye!))

I'm Getting Out

2006-10-16T03:24:03Z

... Finally I am out. The doctors say that they helped me out enough to let me go home... I am just needed to see a doctor every other week just to check up and stuff. I-I am sorry it took me so long, but now I am better... I-I hope to see you all very soon... Yet for now, I-I am just going to enjoy the stars that are out tonight...

Almost There

2006-10-06T02:26:51Z

((Takuya: Hey everyone. Just saying sorry for not being around... Got sent to hosptial for medical watch... nothing much... I'll be on again shortly. Just wanted to update. I'll see everyone maybe tonight if mama gives permission. I wuv you all!!))

Hi everyone... I-I just wanted to say to everyone I-I am g-getting better... A-At least that's what I th-think. Th-The doctors are putting me on a-a drug to help me with the "problems" s-so I may be able to leave soon... I-I miss all of you. I-I hope you all are doing well... Good bye...

Surviving

2006-09-28T06:00:53Z

... Hello everyone... I-I am writing to everyone, just telling you that they think that I will need to stay where I am for a while until they know that I am not a harm to anyone or myself. They diagnosed me as a Schizomanic-depressive... I-In other words... I have schizophrenia and I am manic depressive... Ano... I just wanted to tell everyone that aside from getting use to the screams and the orderlies, I-I am okay... *smiles* They've been talking with me and asking weird questions, making me feel awkward, even more...

I know I promised that I will get better, but... I-It's hard. *smiles sadly* D-Don't worry, I'm trying none the less... One thing that scares me is an orderlie, he... He doesn't know when enough is enough. He hurts paitients as if they were mere dolls... I am scared to be near him, but he is in charge of my wing. *shakes head* Don't worry, I am not complaining or anything, but when they come to give medicine he grabs onto your arms really hard... Well, no need to bore you with what's happening... I-I'll see you all later. Bye...

((Takuya: I don't want to freak anyone out, but that is what basically happened to me. I don't mean to freak but I was threatened to be sent back to the hospital if I didn't start sleeping and eating well. So as you can see I am freaking out as well... There was a real orderlie that patrolled my wing, he was very scary. He once hit me with a baton... anyway, forget me. Later...

P.S: No one has come to visit me!! *pouting* Me want to see you guys, but don't question any of my fics, they were requested. Oh well, Ja Bai Bai!))

I Am So Sorry Everyone

2006-09-26T08:36:03Z

... What I am about to tell you may make most of you mad, or sad... Either way I am sorry... I was sent away by Tsunade-sama, for... for my own protection. I need to get better, and stop being... this sad person and learn to stand up on my two feet. Those who know me will know that I have been saying this for a long time and would think that this is not real, but it is... I have hurt so many people and now I am going to repent... By making myself get better... I am sorry to everyone... But now I am in a place that will help me sleep, eat, and stop being depressed. I love all of you, and I want to make everyone proud... So I will say good bye for now and the next time you see me, I will be different... Good-bye you now...

P.S: I am so sorry for hurting anyone...

((Takuya: Man, this is how I felt when my parents sent me away... -.- ignore me... I'll still be on because I am writing a fic on fanfiction.net about... KINGDOM HEARTS!! I am hopefully going to get better with being with Hinata and stop being... "emo" so see ya all around! Oh yeah... If you have absoulutely nothing to do and you wanna make fun of my crappy fics, my pen name is "Chinese Fairy" and I have the most dumbest fics out there... Well, if you do pass by say hi! Bai bai!))

Dizzyness... Cloudy... Foggy... Can't See...

2006-09-24T00:10:38Z

... I just want to say that I am somewhere, where no one could or will find me. I am staying where I am until I get myself together...

Aya-san: forigve me, but I need to be alone...

Kiba-kun: don't worry... I won't do anything weird, or crazy...

Deidara: I-I am sorry, but can we please meet another time when you are around, and when I am feeling better? Th-thank you...

Tsunade-sama: may I please speak to you, I need some kind of medicine I would like to ask you about... Don't worry, when we meet, I will tell you what I want...

Konohamaru-san: I-If you want to really know about babies... I-I can try to tell you, but I won't make any promises... Th-thank you for reading this...

Dei-san: I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to see you, I don't want to be near you... Not until this -my matter- is cleared up. If you try to find me, I will ask ANBU keep an eye on you and to keep you away, if you even think of harming them you will never see me again. or if you really press the matter I will ask Tsunade-sama for an order to keep you away. Please. Keep. Away. From. Me.

...Lastly, Lee-san... I want to talk to you... I know it is crazy, for me to randomly ask to talk to you, but... I need to. If you don't want to talk, I understand... But I also need to tell you something and give you something... Thank you...

To everyone else. Thank you and I hope all of you stay safe and sound... I-I hope all of you are happy, and I pray that you will forever have that happiness, you don't know what will happen at any time. Like something could happen to your happiness... Good-bye...

Dancing Butterfly

2006-09-21T05:25:07Z

H-Hi everyone... I-I am sorry for not coming out of my home for a long time, but things have came up and I was trying to figure things out, and today I went job searching, I-I got one where Dei-kun goes to and also Hisenko-san as well... I-I also spoke to Dei-kun privately and found out somethings... Just so you know, Aya-san, I am n-not angry with you at all... I am not angry at anyone but myself...

I don't want anyone telling my sorry or anything, otherwise I will feel horrible... I just hope this is a nightmare... like I am dreaming in this continuation of a nightmare... I am going to make sugar cookies. ...If anyone wants some, just tell me and I will make some for you... I-I heard my mom say once, sugar cookies are sweet to cheer you up... I-I hope that is true... *smiles* A-anyway, I-I'll see all of you soon... good-bye...

P.S: K-Kiba-kun, o-or Neji-ni-san... if either of you have time, I-I was wondering if either of you two could talk to me... I-I need someone to talk too, th-thank you... *bows* good-bye...!

((Takuya: I hate computers))

2006-09-04T00:29:59Z

((Takuya: Hi everyone... I am terribly sorry for not being on for like... >.> ever, but my computer crashed -backstabbing computer- it broke like a week ago, and we just got it back yesterday, so all the things need to be downloaded again, and all my movies are gone T_T awywho, I'll try and download AIM soon, and I'll update my journal when the computer is running. *using my brother's laptop* So, I hope you all will forgive Hinata and me, we will be back on soon! bai bai))

Mixed emotions

2006-08-18T04:24:21Z

((Takuya: Hey everyone! I miss you all so much. I hope everyone is doing well, and no. No do not ask me about my vacation... it was very BLAH! words cannot describe. Anyway, I manage to steal my brother's laptop!! Muwahahaha!! *cough* Anywho, I will be offically back home on Saturday. I MISS YOU ALL!!! Please tell me that you all missed me! *huggles* Right, I just wanted to show that I am alive, so is Hinata... but she misses everyone, for she has not gone outside her apartment... v.v Very sad... so I will talk to all of you very soon, I love you all! Bai bai!! *one last huggles* P.S: Wish me good luck, tomorrow I return home in a small car that will have to drive 900 miles to GET home! SAVE ME!!! T_T Bye!))

H-Hello, everyone... I-I am sorry for not coming out of my apartment i-in a long time... I-I haven't been feeling right... Mi-Missing you all, and wondering if my headache will go away... *coughs slightly* E-Excuse me... Dei-kun, I miss you alot... I can't wait till I can get the nerve to go out soon. M-Maybe we can do something fun. *smiles* I-I's sorry, for not telling you that I wasn't feeling right and how I-I didn't come out to look for you... I love you.

T-Tsunade-sama... I-I hear it was your birthday... I-I am sorry for not saying happy birthday on the actual date. N-Next time I see you, we must celebrate...! I-If you don't mind...

I-I hear Neji-ni-san is back... Neji-ni-san. Wh-Where did you go...? *smiles* A-Anyway, I am glad you are back... I-I hope we can meet soon.

I-I am sorry, my headache is getting worse, s-so I shall take my leave... I will see you all soon. Good-bye...!

P.S: Dei-kun, I love you with all my heart!!!

I'm out of the hospital

2006-08-08T23:04:59Z

((Takuya: Hi everyone!! I am here for a few days then I'm gone... we changed the date to the 12th. So I will try to be on as much as possible!! I love you all! *kisses everyone* MUWA!))

H-Hello everyone... I-I'm coming out of the hosiptal today, and the doctor says that I-I will be okay... D-Dei-san... wh-while I was at the hospital, I-I thought about something... I... I love you. so please... can you you love me back...? *bows*

Everyone else, I will see everyone later... I love you all, take care.

P.S to Dei-san: My doctor wanted me to tell you not to send me to the hospital again, he'll... *blush* h-he will kick your... a-ass... *covers face with hands*

In the Hospital.. again

2006-07-27T06:04:03Z

((Takuya: Okay, I know I have been totally gone back and forth, please bear with me! I will be gone another time for about a week! And on August 11 I am going on vacation... I will miss you all but I will have a week between to talk to everyone! I WUV you all, See ya!))

H-Hello, everyone... what I am about to tell you will make a lot of you mad at me... I had a talk with Dei-san, and then I had an attack from my heart... I-I am now in the hospital... I am sorry everyone... Tsunade-sama... please don't be mad at me, and Kiba-kun, don't go looking for Dei-san... I am fine, the doctor says I will be out of the hospital in a week or so. I hope we can find a cure for my wounded heart... Well, I will see everyone later...

P.S: I love all of you...

Namida (tears)

2006-07-26T03:21:11Z

... I just don't know what to say... I just don't feel well... W-wait, I don't feel at all. I-I know some people would think th-that I am taking this a l-little far, b-but... I-I just feel v-very numb. I'm at my house, please... n-no one come and see me... n-not for a while... *if anyone thinks to see me.*

Dei... san... It is not my business what you do you do. I cannot stop you, just so you know I like you a lot. I want to see you and be with you. But not right now... I just want to be alone...

... I think I'm going to pick at my stitches... never done that before...

Farewell... everyone.

Jana Jane

2006-07-19T18:44:18Z

H-Hi everyone, I just wanted to say that I am fine... just a few sticthes on my arm and I was ALLOWED to leave the hospital... I also have news for everyone... I-I am going to leave Konoha, with Dei-chan.

He wanted me to come with him to Suna, and well... I-I couldn't say no to him. We are going to leave as soon as possible, and just so everyone knows... I will come back to Konoha. I won't abandon anyone. I swear... So Kiba-san, Ino-san, Sakura-san... I will miss you all while I'm gone. *smiles sadly* I will miss you all.

"Thinking of you where ever you are...
We pray that our sorrows will end...
And hope that our hearts will blend...
Now I will step foreword and relize this wish...
And who knows... starting a new journey isn't so bad.
Or maybe the journey has already begun..."

What's Left of Me

2006-07-15T02:20:14Z

((Takuya: Hey everyone, I just wanted to say hello, and also update! And... I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING ON IN FOREVER!!! Please forgive me, and Hinata. She had a little problem... Anyway she will tell you guys about it in a moment. Ja Ne!))

H-Hello everyone... I-I just wanted to apologize to everyone who knows me... T-To everyone who knows me and my past... I'm g-going out of my mind. I-I have h-harmed myself again, a-a little too deep... I-I placed medicine on the c-cut, b-but it's still wide open. A-Aya-san or Tsunade-sama c-could you please take a look at this cut...? I-I'm sorry...

I-I'll talk to anyone -who ever wants to come near me- I-I'll see you all at the Chuunin exams... Farewell...

((OCC: SORRY!))

2006-06-26T21:00:49Z

((Takuya: Hey everyone, I'm sorry for not being on, I kinda got a new job, and also... my very first BOYFRIEND!! *blushing CRAZY* So, that's why I haven't been on; I'm very very sorry for those who been wanting to talk to Hinata *no one there* ... Anyway, I'm thinking of letting her go, or something. I'm still not sure, but anywho, I'll see you all very soon. I wuv you all and I hope you are all having fun!!! Bai bai!))

Going Away

2006-05-28T17:17:04Z

Hello, everyone...! *smiles* I'm going away for a while, I don't even know where I'm going... *giggles* Well, A wise person once told me that It doesn't matter where you go, but how you get there, that is the adventure! ^-^ Well, I'll see everyone leter...! Stay well...!

Ino: I'm very happy for you and Tayuya-san for getting back together...! and I'm sorry I yelled at you... *bows lowly*

Tayuya: I'm going away, I'm glad you like the flute, and I'm SUPER happy that you two are together, remember: I'll always be there to help both of you! *Smiles warmly.*

Well, everyone... I'll come back to Konoha as soon as possible. Don't worry about me, and enjoy the summer...! Good-bye! *Bows and walks away*

Confused...

2006-05-25T07:33:56Z

H-Hello, everyone... *bows* I know it's a little late to talk about it, but... I also went to Sasu-chan's tea party, b-but suddenly left for problems arised... *not telling* I was very fun...! Th-Thank you very much for inviting me, Sasu-chan...! *smiles and bows* I-I'm sorry I wasn't around any where today, like I said, problems... Anyway, I-I really hope that all of us could go to the beach soon; i-it's so nice out...!

Tsunade-sama: I-I need to talk to you, r-regarding my sleeping and eating stuff... I-if it's alright with you, c-can I see you soon...?

Tayuya-san + Ino-san: I'm sorry you two broke up... if you two need anything, I-I'll do my best to help you. B-But if this gets more heated with you two, as in if I have to pick sides with you two, I-I'll not help either of you... P-please, don't make me do anything to hurt either of you... *pleading eyes* I don't care about myself, I care for both of you... *smiles warmly*

P.S to Tayuya-san: I'll help you out as soon as I see you... *bows with a smile*

Kiba-kun: We should get together, and maybe... I-If it's okay, I-I want to try some of that... Sake... *never tried it* see you later...!

Tenten-san: I was very happy to see you again, Tenten-san, I hope we can see more of each other...! ^-^

Till I see everyone again, be safe everyone...! *shyly waves good bye*

Kabuto-kun

2006-05-22T03:54:06Z

Dearest Kabuto-kun,

I am sorry that you had to read about it than me speaking to you in person... I want to break up... I know it's so sudden, but I hope you understand. I want to be with you, but you are never around and I know your not even in Konoha anymore...! I want to spend time with you, but that would be selfish. You are free to do whatever want, but I hope you know that, s-so do I... I am sorry, but I want someone who will love me and be with me... for as long as possible... I have a duty to my heart, and to my clan... I'm really very sorry! ... I hope you find someone who will be more deserving of your love.

From, Hinata

To everyone else, please... Don't laugh at this foolish note... I already feel aweful as it is...

((Takuya: KABUTO!!! I AM SOOO MAD AT YOU!! >.< ... WAIT, CAN I BE MAD AT HIM...? okay, gotta stop shouting... X.x she is feeling horrible now... *pokes a pebble on the floor* So, How are all of you?))

A-A-Ano...?!

2006-05-21T01:07:23Z

I see everyone doing this... so here is mine...

My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	darkavengersasu
flower girl	nammah
best man	rougeillusion
bridesmaid	izzywhatsit
you will have your last fling with	yumpinkcherries
registrar	lock_ree
secretly wants to marry you themself	black_theatre
date of the wedding	February 11, 2043
number of times you do it on your wedding night	23

Quiz created with MemeGen!

*Stares at the answers for a while, then FAINTS... again...* @_@

((THESE ARE SOO FUNNY!!! O.o Hinata...? HINATA?! >.>))

Beach Party...?

2006-05-20T19:12:08Z

H-hello, e-everyone...! *smiles shyly* I-I just wanted to know what everyone thought about all of us... g-going to the beach sometime soon...! I-It's almost summer and we could all enjoy a day at the beach and... and I thought maybe we can do something together... I-If none of you want to, th-then I... understand, but if not to the beach... th-then somewhere fun, so all of us can enjoy each other's company...! *nervously twiddling fingers*

Kiba-kun: *hugs shyly* W-Welcome home... I-I'm glad your back, and please don't worry about what I told you last night... I-I'm alright now...! *smiles*

Aya-chan: Th-thank you for a fun time last night...! I-I really enjoyed it...! ^-^

Itachi-san: ... I-I can't wait till you show me how to use the Katon jutsu... I-If you are still up to it, th-that is...! *Smiles* Thank you very much, Itachi-san...!

I-I hope everyone will tell me what they think about a trip to the beach... S-so, if we go... I-I can start getting... stuff f-for us to... to do...! *bows quickly* Thank you...! Till then, everyone be safe...!

I'm Sorry, Aya-san

2006-05-18T20:17:08Z

A-Aya-san... I just want to say... I'm sorry for what happened last night. I-I didn't mean to leave all that blood on your floor. Also I'm sorry that I snapped at you and broke down, again.

I-I cleaned up the mess, so you don't have to worry, and I also left the food in the refrigerator, so you may eat whenever you like. By the time you read this, I will be at Konoha park... *smiles sadly* I had to leave, I felt wrong staying there and remembering how I did you wrong last night. So, f-for now, I'll see you later, and I hope you feel better...

Neji-ni-san, Wh-when you come back from your mission... I-I would like to talk with you, i-if you don't mind... *twiddles fingers shyly*

T-Till then, everyone b-be safe...! *bows*

I did it!

2006-05-16T20:51:23Z

I-I'm sorry... Th-that I did not update sooner, l-let's see... L-last night I-I went to visit Aya-san...

D-Don't worry, Aya-san, tonight I'll come visit you again, and to give you the pills...! *shyly smiles* G-get better soon...!

A-Also last night, I-I met Itachi-san...! W-We went for a walk... and also went out for some tea... W-We had a little problem with a few thugs, b-but over all we were okay, Itachi-san... H-he told me many truthful things and also he helped me acomplish seeing his way of life, a-and I killed one of the thugs. No-Now that I think about it... It was kinda an odd f-feeling inside me... but it is okay! *smiles* W-well, I-I hope to see everyone soon, and also... I-Itachi-san, you showed me how you live... L-Let me show you how I live...!

E-Everyone... Till the next time I see you...! Stay well! *bows*

Depressed... again

2006-05-07T20:20:52Z

G-gomen... everyone, I-I haven't been a-around for a long time, b-because... I-I have fallen back into depression... I-I tried to get back on my feet... and it worked for a while... b-but I-I guess I'm suppose to be sad. *smiles sadly* I-I won't be coming out of my home for a while, if anyone has the urge -very doubtful- to come over... you c-can... b-but don't expect much... good b-bye...

OC: HHHEEEELLLLPPPPP!!!!

2006-04-26T02:52:01Z

((OC: OMG HELP! I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE! ANYONE... okay I got to stop yelling... -.- my parents are totally arguing and threatening divorce! I just need to talk to someone... because, I can't run away... the only door I have open is AIM and Livejournal!! please someone tell me what to do! ... okay, you can just ignore me... bye))

I'm so sorry

2006-03-30T07:43:24Z

H-hello, everyone... I-I am sorry I have not been around lately... I-I just needed some time away from everyone to pick up some hobbies... I-I hope everyone is doing well...! ... a-ano, K-Kabuto-kun... wh-when you get the time can you please come over and we'll talk together...? *smiles shyly* Th-thank you... w-well, I-I'll see everyone around... bye...!